Unfortunately I’ve never kept a friend for long. I was shocked to find out we are hitting our 4th year together as BFF. But I warned you that we might not be friend in the future and that it would be my fault. I never want to lose you but I’m not sure what my fate says about that. I don’t deserve you but my mental state is horrible. I’ve broken the promise we made in 7th grade way too many times. I hid a lot of my problems from you even after we promised to tell each other everything.