Maybe in another life we didnt have to be platonic. I’d give the universe for that to be this current life, but then you couldn’t have all those kids you want in the future and a husband alongside you. If things were different, if it was acceptable for two girls to love another, maybe, just maybe, we could have lived our whole life together. I love you beebug, more than I’d like too. it hurts, but that’s how I feel, and I’ll forever feel that hurt of not being able to have you for the rest of my life.