Hi Ayush. I miss you. I miss you a lot. I miss seeing your face everyday. I miss your cute smile. I miss those beady endearing eyes of yours. I miss how your eyes squint whenever you smile. I miss how rosy your cheeks become when its hot. I miss that fluffy hair of yours. Its almost like a lion’s mane. I miss your staring at your lips and imagining how it would feel to kiss you. I miss how I felt knowing you’re here for us, for me. I mean just your presence itself used to put me at ease. But whenever you would come near me, my heart would take laps in my chest trying to jump out. I miss how you used to make me feel. I felt flustered every time you would be near me. I had to physically restrain myself not to jump on you and hug you and kiss you whenever I saw your face. I miss that hairband of yours. I miss your smell. I miss your cute nose. I miss watching you work. I miss seeing those fingers of yours typing and how I wished I could just entangle mine in yours. I wish I could hold on to those soft hands of yours. I miss how I would see your face and force myself not to reach out to caress your face. I wish you could tell me everything, all your joys and sorrows, the little highlights of y our day, the things that upset you