I hope one day you can see me as your son. I feel right not im not your daughter and much less your child, I feel you laugh with me and I feel my heart begin to shed and shrivel up.

How we could’ve been a good son and a great dad.
I mourn for what we could be, in every moment of what we are.

As much as it will hurt, I still love you.

Your son, who you will never know, Sam.